The love that never started

Some love stories unexplained are explained better!

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Feelings, confusions, social norms, heart break; but time heals everything and life moves on…. 

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As she turned around, she saw him for the first time, he was wearing a brown tee shirt and a black jean, and there he was smiling at someone, talking to her and laughing. This is about Tara and her feelings for Blue that will never started.  

Tara was born and raised in London, but she loved India and was living in Mumbai, working for an AD Agency. She met Blue when he joined there as an Intern. The first thing she noticed about him was his smile and charm but she was well aware of her limitations. He was young and she was elder to him. Anyhow as days went by, she was busy with her things, she forgot about him. But that’s when fate decided to test her. They were put for a shoot together and that’s when things started to heat up and Tara was all like 

"you say it best when you say nothing at all"

The funny part is that Blue never knew about these feelings of Tara. Let me say a bit about Blue. He was this sweet innocent guy who loves to do his job and have a great career above everything in the world. He dreams to do things which are for the nature and survival of the Humanity. Blue has this hope and that’s what Tara adores about him. They started to know a bit about each other ,but it was on and off.  Still her love for him was a secret. In her mind her love was "one call away" only if he knew about it.

They worked together even though Tara was secretly crushing on him, he was in his own world. Blue completed his internship and moved on with his new job but they were in touch especially, since they have same group of friends. They kept meeting regularly at house parties, clubs and cafes, but the saddest part is that Blue always thought Tara as his friend. Tara kept on developing feelings for him, but she knew it won’t work out. She simply understood that " I can't make you love me"...

Tara started to get bit more close to him, by trying to know a bit and advising about his career and his decisions. She is the kind of girl who go an extra mile to care about him. But deep inside she was aware that, the feelings aren't same. One  night they were clubbing with friends in one of the top clubs in the city and don't know whether it was the drinks or the music or the ambiance, Tara confessed her liking not love more like a friend, because she was scared. But before he could react she ran and danced her feelings away, because she knew the answer. She genuinely cared for him and will do it again if required, because her love for him is without expectations and unconditional.

 

Yes, there are certain kinds of love which will never see the light of the day. They term it as infatuation, crush but the truth is, these are the unborn love stories. 

What would life be; if these love stories actually happened? I am sure there is crush or liking born and died in everyone's life, the only difference is no one knew about it apart from you.

Our decisions are based on the society, if there is an age gap between two people who love or if it is the same gender or something not according to the society norms , then comes the frown. 

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Why do we have to decide what's right and wrong for someone?

In this time and era, I understand the society runs everyone’s life, but let me not blame society, its was that blue was never interested in Tara or he had priorities and it was his career. 

All she wished was; if Blue would have tried to understand her…but we can't blame him he had other plans and a life he wants, not necessarily with Tara. But the truth is, he knew it and he also knew, it's something which won’t work out. 

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They all together belong to another generation. But i believe when you love yourself, you will be having many great love stories in your life, just make sure we live the moment because what's next is unpredictable.

 Is it acceptable, that can be debated but it's never wrong because it’s one’s own life. 

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Today Tara is preparing to move to another country, will they continue to be in touch, its doubtful but she will never forget Blue because he has touched her life and more importantly she cared for him! 

But for the time being, they are still living in the same city and hopefully Tara feels that there will be a day where they will be together and that will be the greatest love ever, but the truth is, its Just a hope, a hope to move forward in life.

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Even though Tara's loves him forever but that is the last time "I have loved you for the last time"

The probability of their love not working out must be 99% but the trick is to understand that the chance of 1% would have made it a great love story...

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A tale of a great unborn love story! 

The Delusional Ira and the dilemma of Isaiah

The Delusional Ira and the dilemma of Isaiah !!!

Some love stories are born to be never fulfilled….

Ira was in her early 20’s when she came to Bangalore to do her Master’s in Business Admiration, she was happy that her best friend was in the same city. On the contrary what Carrie Bradshaw from sex and the city says "girls come to big city to fall in love", Ira came to meet her best friend. She joined the hostel and started attending her classes. Hostel was comfortable for her, she made friends really fast. One Sunday she was out near her hostel and heard noises around like guys playing cricket and her eyes fell on one Guy, a tall fair guy who had a smoking hot body. It was Lust for life..

It was totally lust for Ira, she urged to see him daily, he lived right behind her hostel and she planned her routine according to his way, he worked in an IT firm and was from north of India. I can’t say she was a stalker but yeah she was kind of obsessed with him is it love or lust only time can say it.

The day he talked to her for first time..., as usual she was out of her hostel the same time he leaves for work. To get more attention she ran ahead of him and acted like she was getting late for something, all of a sudden she heard a hello from behind and she looked at him, he was holding her mobile, she went to him, without any reaction or courtesy she grabbed her mobile and ran for the classes.

She was restless throughout the day, she told her friend Hallelujah about the incident, she didn’t mention about her crush just told she felt bad that she never thanked him. She asked hallelujah's help to find and thank him. This became their daily routine to find him, it was to be in a way that he shouldn’t feel like we are following him and Ira has to be cool about it not giving hallelujah any clues of her actual feelings.

One final night after having the so called hostel food Ira was out for the regular hunting with the name called “after Dinner walk”. She was just 10 mins away and there he was coming to his home after work. So excited, tensed Ira took Hallelujah's hand and ran to him and said “Excuse me, hello, do you remember me, you gave my mobile back” then he replied “yeah I do”. Then Ira said she wanted to say “Thank you” for that and said to him this is my friend Hallelujah and you are, he said “ I am Isaiah”. A love story started...

After so many days Ira slept peacefully, she didn’t know the reason why she was behind him so much, but she didn’t think much.  The next day they went together, poor little he knew it’s all planned but I am sure Isiah didn’t care. Isiah worked for an IT firm and he hails from Delhi. Next few months it was their world, they walked towards college and office together, they became close, even Isiah carried her bag and books. They went out together but without any labels, she was happy he was happy and the relationship was not defined.

Ira went to his home, met his friends, even jumped her hostel wall to meet him late hours in the night just to sit and talk. They were never tired of it. Even she spoke to his mom to thank her for the Carrot Halwa which she sent for him. There was a moment when when they were about to kiss but it didn't happen. They washed clothes together, cleaned the house and watched movies together, holding hands. Ira use to watch him at nights but use to notice that he is on call, the next day when she asked him about it he said its home.

One day they went out to have some chat, as usual Isaiah gave his wallet and Mobile to Ira.  They had their chats and came back home, she went to hostel and Isaiah went home. He called Ira from his friends mobile and asked her if his mobile and wallet is with her, she said no. She got worried and started checking everywhere, went to the places they had chats but they didn’t find it.  It was confirmed Ira lost it, she was devastated, she apologized to Isaiah a thousand times but he was cool with it. He was relaxed about it and said not to worry much.

 Few days went but Ira was still upset about the whole incident, but that’s then it happened she got a call from an unknown number, she picked and said “hello” and from the other side she heard a female voice and said “I am Ruth, Isaiah’s girlfriend.  For a minute Ira was confused, these many months he never mentioned about her. Ruth started taking things to a different aspect. They talked for hours and she kept blaming Ira for the loss. She was asking why Ira is spending time with her bf and asked her to stay out of his life.

Ira was crying mainly she felt Isaiah was lying and secondly if anything only Isaiah should blame her and not some unknown person. Ira was furious she saw Isiah coming back from home, she ran to him and confronted him. She had a meltdown, she just shouted at him if he had an issue of all this he should have told her and not his girl friend to call her and gave her gyan. But Isiah said he never asked Ruth to call Ira. But Ira was in no mood to listen. She decided that’s the end and vowed she will never talk to him again and will stay out of his life as Ruth wanted and walked away, as she walked, she turned and looked at him for one last time, she saw tears in his eyes and that was the last time they saw.

Today their bond is still mysterious for me, but Ira loved him but I can’t tell for Isaiah, only he can answer it. He is married today but thankfully not to Ruth. Some people are born in this world just to have a small time, but a lot of memories together. They were cute together but it was short-lived, the tears of Isiah say a lot about his love or liking for Ira.

After many years I am going to send their story to Isiah first to get a clear picture or should I not, let this be a love which can have different conclusions to the people who was part of it. Maybe they will meet soon or late but I am sure they have to complete their chapter in this earth or as the let it be unfulfilled.

I asked Ira, about it she says “she sometimes missed him and longing to hear from him and I don’t know how Isaiah feels.

If you ask me i feel their entire story was delusional yes they had some moments together, but Ira came and left the story according to her convenience and moved on, but Isaiah struggled to move on.

Today i am going to send this blog to Isaiah first to get closure for this untold love story and yes if you like to know about it ask me....and if you wan to know how i know it? its just i know it lets stop it there...

The beauty of this story is the cross over between lust and love of two people who wanted to be together, one left and one truly left...